The fear of the coronavirus has made way for a fierce desire to compete in star Indian boxer M C Mary Kom`s mind as she gears up for her first tournament in a year next week, having recovered from the muscle loss triggered by a recent bout of dengue. The 37-year-old six-time world champion mostly trained at home in 2020 and joined the national camp in Bengaluru for a fortnight last month after recovering from dengue. Next week at the Boxam International tournament in Spain, she will step into the ring for the first time since making the cut for Tokyo Olympics at the Asian Qualifiers in Jordan last year. "I was scared (of travelling) and I will still be very cautious and concerned but then how long can you go on fearing?

The cycle has to stop at some point," she told PTI in an interview as she looked ahead to the Olympic year. "One just has to be sensible to avoid the virus and I am trying my best to be that, wearing masks, maintaining personal hygiene like always. But being scared of it, like I was for a long time, perhaps that should not happen," she said referring to her previously stated reluctance to travel abroad for training amid the pandemic. The tournament she will be seen in next, along with eight other Olympic-bound Indian boxers, will be held in Castellon from March 1 to 7. The Indian team is expected to leave at the weekend. "My body feels good. Like everyone, I also had a rough 2020. The dengue (in December) wreaked havoc. I lost a lot of muscle because of it and my weight had shot up drastically. I was about 57-59 till last month," she revealed.