Gigi Hadid talks about anxiety issues during pregnancy

Model Gigi Hadid has shared that she worried about being a good mother while she was pregnant with her first child KhaiThe 26yearold model opened up about how she kept a good journal and a bad journal which she thinks she might give to her daughter Khai one day reports dailymailcouk Hadid also spoke about how well her beau and musician Zayn Malik has fitted into her familyOn her pregnancy anxieties Gigi said in the August issue of Harpers Bazaar During my pregnancy I had one journal that I called my good journal and one journal that I called my bad journal They werent that literal but one was more for the memories for Khai Maybe one day Ill give her the bad journal just to be real about itTalking about what was inside the bad journal she said Anxieties and days where I felt like Am I good enough to be a mom I didnt want to feel guilty about feeling those things or writing those things down I just liked the separation I also have sketch pads where Ill water coloursketch and sometimes I end up writing there too I write on the back of receipts and keep those in a notebookShe added Im not particular about it and my journals are everywhere around the house I just pick up whichever one is closest to me and writeAlso Read Gigi Hadid gave birth to newborn daughter on a farmAbout Zayn Gigi said At first he was like How do I get a word in edgewise But now he is very comfortable He speaks his mind When hes in the middle of a family thing and everyones like lsquoZayn whose side are you on Hes charming Hes usually on my moms side So hes smart in that senseShe added This is not to say that I dont have a heart or Bella doesnt have a brain but when dealing with family stuff and world issues my mom calls me the brain and Bella the heartMy brother Anwar is half and half Whatever the family dinnertable discussion is Bella will be very emotional and compassionate and Im sitting there pulling up charts and infographics speaking very calmly she saidGigi added My mom is just very Dutch and to the point And my dads a storyteller a bit goofy but always connecting it back to Oh youve heard the old Palestinian sayinghellipAlso Read Gigi Hadid pours love over baby sister Bella Hadid on her 24th birthdayThis story has been sourced from a third party syndicated feed agencies Midday accepts no responsibility or liability for its dependability trustworthiness reliability and data of the text Midday managementmiddaycom reserves the sole right to alter delete or remove without notice the content in its absolute discretion for any reason whatsoever