Chrissy Teigen posts lengthy apology amid bullying scandal

American model and TV personality Chrissy Teigen broke her silence and shared a long apology on Monday weeks after she was caught up in a bullying scandalOn Monday the model penned a blog post in which she further addressed the controversy after apologising last month for previously bullying Courtney Stodden on social mediaIn the essay Teigen explained that there is simply no excuse for my past horrible tweets and that I was a troll full stop And I am so sorryHi all It has been a VERY humbling few weeks I know Ive been quiet and lord knows you dont want to hear about me but I want you to know Ive been sitting in a hole of deserved global punishment the ultimate sit here and think about what youve done Not a day not a single moment has passed where I havent felt the crushing weight of regret for the things Ive said in the past she wrote via MediumShe added As you know a bunch of my old awful awful awful tweets resurfaced Im truly ashamed of them As I look at them and understand the hurt they caused I have to stop and wonder How could I have done thatAlso Read Chrissy Teigen explains decision to deactivate Twitter accountTeigen further said The truth is Im no longer the person who wrote those horrible things I grew up got therapy got married had kids got more therapy experienced loss and pain got more therapy and experienced more life AND GOT MORE THERAPY Life has made me more empatheticTeigen went on to share what she wants her two kids Miles and Luna whom she shares with husbandsinger John Legend to learn from her public apologyJohn tells me almost every day how much our daughter Luna reminds him of me Every day I try to make sure shes all the best parts of me all the things I aspire to be all the time but fail at sometimes wrote TeigenShe added And we preach kindness to her and Miles every chance we get Will they eventually realize there is some hypocrisy there I certainly do But I hope they recognize my evolutionMy goal is to be so good that my kids will think this was all a fairy tale the mom of two continuedTeigen added Not the fake good The good that has the best intentions the good who wakes up wanting to make her friends family her team and fans as happy as possible The good who will still f up in front of the world but rarely and never not growing only more good from itTeigen further wrote Im going to keep working to be the best version of myself for EVERYONE Everyone deserves better even my detractors And better is what you can expect from me The world needs more kindness and love and I want to contribute to it Ive been on a path of selfimprovement for the past decade and that path is going to continueThe model finished her apology by promising to continue to do betterI wont ask for your forgiveness only your patience and tolerance I ask that you allow me as I promise to allow you to own past mistakes and be given the opportunity to seek self improvement and change she wroteThe prolific socialmedia user previously went silent online after Courtney Stodden who uses theythem pronouns accused Teigen of bullying them in private messagesAfter the model had posted a fourpart Twitter apology to Stodden she went quiet on the app Teigen also quit her upcoming role in Netflixs Never Have I EverAlso Read Chrissy Teigen Regret not looking at my sons faceThis story has been sourced from a third party syndicated feed agencies Midday accepts no responsibility or liability for its dependability trustworthiness reliability and data of the text Midday managementmiddaycom reserves the sole right to alter delete or remove without notice the content in its absolute discretion for any reason whatsoever