Bella Hadid opens about her history of being in 'abusive' relationships

Looking back at the painful part of her past life supermodel Bella Hadid recently opened up about alleged experiences of abuse in past relationshipsAs per CNN the 25yearold star recently appeared on the Victorias Secret VS Voices podcast in which she revealed that toxic behaviours like peoplepleasing ultimately had a negative impact on her relationships and her mental healthI constantly went back to men and also women that had abused me and thats where the peoplepleasing came in she told host Amanda de CadenetI started to not have boundaries not only sexually physically emotionally but then it went into my workspace I began to be a peoplepleaser with my job and it was everyone elses opinion of me that mattered except for my own because I essentially was putting my worth into the hands of everyone else and that was the detriment of it she saidDuring the interview Hadid also reflected on her challenging childhoodI always felt like my voice was never heard growing up so thats why I have a lot of complications Now Im able to open up and speak my mind especially within my relationships and within my family Hadid who is the daughter of real estate developer Mohamed Hadid and Real Housewives of Beverly Hills alum Yolanda Hadid and sister of fellow model Gigi Hadid sharedShe added I grew up around men whether that was in relationships or family or whatever that was where I was constantly told that my voice was less important than their voiceThe supermodel who had earlier dated Canadian singersongwriter The Weeknd revealed how her upbringing affected her adult relationships saying My nervous system would crash It was like fight or flight Either I would become silent and cry and just go inward or I would lash out and leaveAccording to CNN Hadid shared that it took a combination of therapy meditation and staying off social media to start living a life that was true to herHadid had previously opened up about her mental health in an Instagram post in November last yearIve had enough breakdowns and burnouts to know this if you work hard enough on yourself spending time alone to understand your traumas triggers joys and routine you will always be able to understand or learn more about your own pain and how to handle it she wrote alongside a series of tearful selfies at that timeThis story has been sourced from a third party syndicated feed agencies Midday accepts no responsibility or liability for its dependability trustworthiness reliability and data of the text Midday managementmiddaycom reserves the sole right to alter delete or remove without notice the content in its absolute discretion for any reason whatsoever